This house is nuts.... i've decided!! The floor is covered with a Playmobile zoo, which no matter how many times you try to tidy it up and make it actually look like a zoo, the kids manage to wreck it all and make it look like an animal murder scene!!! Plus now im being made to suffer the pain that is CBeebies!!! Help me god!!!!
Dad had another loopy night of trying to get up and just general fidgeting! So mum phoned the night nurses and they came out and gave him some more sedative, just to calm him down. That was at about 4 but by 7 he had decided that he wanted to get up and leap about... except he cant so he ended up sitting on the floor beside the bed... me and mum tried to get him back into bed but mum has a bad back and dad couldnt do anything, so me and Chrisy did it. He's in bed now and hasnt moved all morning! Poor mum, she's been up all night and now she is working! :(
The doctor just came in a while ago and she told us that she thinks dad only has a short time left. What do you say when someone tells you that!? Mum is scared now.... its hard when something like this is happening even though you know its going to!!! I know we'll all be ok though because we're a pretty strong family and we all look out for each other and we all have brilliant mates who are there for us! :)
Even though Dad is sedated he is still vaguely aware of what is going on. I went up to him a minute ago, just to see if he is alright! I asked him if he was ok and he's trying to talk but he's impossible to understand!! Its so hard leaving the room afterwards because i was thinking is there something he is trying to say that i cant understand!!! Is it important or is it nonsense again? Its such an empty feeling because im useless!
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