Going home on Friday, for the weekend!! Woohoo!!! But we have to go to my horrible aunts wedding and i really dont want to!! My dads sister and brother were really nasty to him when he was dying, they didnt give a crap about helping him out and just being there (i think my aunt visited twice in the year that he was sick and she only lives a little while away!).
My dad did everything to help them out when they needed him and when he needed something back (nothing much, just for them to care) they weren't there for him. I'll never forgive them for hurting him so much when he knew he was going to die. My mum feels like she has to go because if she doesnt then she is the one who has snubbed them and they'll have something bad to say about her but at least if she goes she wont ever have to do anything with them again! I can understand what she's saying but i still wanna snub them and show them that i dont like them for what they did to my dad!!! He said to me that once he died i would never have to speak to them again if i dont want to so i know he wouldnt expect me to go to this stupid wedding if i didnt want to. The only reason im going is to look after my mum because they tried to start a fight with her at the funeral and i know they'll have something to say on Saturday!! They're horrible people!!!
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Monday, August 21, 2006
Father Christmas is bringing me the best present ever!!!
Im back and i finally have some good news, Im 5 months pregnant!!
Im so happy!
The baby is due on 15th December (knowing my luck it'll be 10 days over due and i'll be screaming on Christmas Day!!) and i cant wait, im trying to forget that i actually have to go through all the labour crap, its easy blanking it if you dont read the books too much!!
The baby's kicking around loads now, its such a cool feeling!! Lee felt it kick for the first time yesterday and he was so excited. It gave him a proper boot in the hand!!
We dont know if it is a boy or a girl, Lee wont let me find out (party pooper!!) but i suppose it all adds to the fun of waiting for it.
Im so happy!
The baby is due on 15th December (knowing my luck it'll be 10 days over due and i'll be screaming on Christmas Day!!) and i cant wait, im trying to forget that i actually have to go through all the labour crap, its easy blanking it if you dont read the books too much!!
The baby's kicking around loads now, its such a cool feeling!! Lee felt it kick for the first time yesterday and he was so excited. It gave him a proper boot in the hand!!
We dont know if it is a boy or a girl, Lee wont let me find out (party pooper!!) but i suppose it all adds to the fun of waiting for it.
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