Showing posts with label Baby. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Baby. Show all posts
Saturday, December 9, 2006
Saturday, November 18, 2006
My little Nan
My nan died on the 31st October (She picked a crazy day!!!!!)
Her funeral was on 14th and i couldnt go cos it was back home and im not allowed to fly now cos im over 32 weeks and my mum wouldnt let me get the boat cos it would be a whole day of travelling and she thought it would be too much for me!
I felt so crap on Tuesday, knowing that everyone was there to say goodbye and i couldnt be there! I know my nan would want me to look after myself and my aunt said that i didnt have to be at the funeral to say goodbye cos my nan can hear me wherever she is, but i just felt so sad!
My nan was so cool!! She was one of my favorite people when i was growing up and she was always brilliant to me. She had a stroke 5 years ago and lived with us for 2 years but then went into a home. I always sent her Dublin postcards to tell her what we were getting up to over here, now i really miss being able to do that!! Im sad for the person she used to be, cos more recently she went down hill and wasnt always 100% aware of what was going on around her.
In the past year 4 members of my family have died, obviously my dad was the hardest! I just wish it would stop now! Its not fair that this keeps happening to us! I think that we all deserve a bit of a break now! There's not many of us left now!!!!
At least we have someone really special arriving in 4 weeks (you had better not be late baby!!!) and we're all so excited!! I really really cant wait to just meet the baby now!! Im so excited to know whether its a boy or a girl!! oooooo.....cant wait!!!
Her funeral was on 14th and i couldnt go cos it was back home and im not allowed to fly now cos im over 32 weeks and my mum wouldnt let me get the boat cos it would be a whole day of travelling and she thought it would be too much for me!
I felt so crap on Tuesday, knowing that everyone was there to say goodbye and i couldnt be there! I know my nan would want me to look after myself and my aunt said that i didnt have to be at the funeral to say goodbye cos my nan can hear me wherever she is, but i just felt so sad!
My nan was so cool!! She was one of my favorite people when i was growing up and she was always brilliant to me. She had a stroke 5 years ago and lived with us for 2 years but then went into a home. I always sent her Dublin postcards to tell her what we were getting up to over here, now i really miss being able to do that!! Im sad for the person she used to be, cos more recently she went down hill and wasnt always 100% aware of what was going on around her.
In the past year 4 members of my family have died, obviously my dad was the hardest! I just wish it would stop now! Its not fair that this keeps happening to us! I think that we all deserve a bit of a break now! There's not many of us left now!!!!
At least we have someone really special arriving in 4 weeks (you had better not be late baby!!!) and we're all so excited!! I really really cant wait to just meet the baby now!! Im so excited to know whether its a boy or a girl!! oooooo.....cant wait!!!
Friday, November 3, 2006
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Having a nice day.
Had a cool day today!! Just slobbed out round the house!! Was really grumpy this morning but think that was just because we got back off our holidays yesterday and i had the 'back at home' blues!! We went food shopping - love it- and planted some seeds in our little 'garden' on our balcony, then spent the afternoon snuggled up on the sofa with Leo, watching crappy Saturday tv!!!!The baby is flapping around like a nut now!! Really weird feeling!!
Great day
xxxx
Great day
xxxx
Friday, September 1, 2006
Last time in London as non-parents
Just got home to London and im so happy to see my mum and Chris but im really not looking forward to tomorrow, feel like we're wasting a whole day on that stupid wedding when we could be doing other stuff!!!! Ahhhh!!!!
My brother felt the baby kick tonight but every time mum tried to feel it it stopped moving! She's preying it kicks her before we go home on sunday!! Im sure it will... i'll send it 'kick her' vibes!!
My back is killing me from sitting on the aeroplane and the trains!! Its always hurting me now, probably something to do with the fact that i have a big heavy beach ball attached to my belly!! Hehe!
We were thinking earlier that this is the last time im going to be back home without the baby. Next time i set foot in London im going to be a mummy. Its amazing!! Its still not sinking in 100%, we've only got 15 weeks left until we're officially parents.
We had a check up this morning and Lee heard the baby's heart beating for the first time, he was amazed!! He still cant get over it. Its so lovely sharing this with him, he makes me feel so special and i think that we're both so lucky to be able to share this with each other. I really cant wait to meet our tiny little person now!!!!!!!
My brother felt the baby kick tonight but every time mum tried to feel it it stopped moving! She's preying it kicks her before we go home on sunday!! Im sure it will... i'll send it 'kick her' vibes!!
My back is killing me from sitting on the aeroplane and the trains!! Its always hurting me now, probably something to do with the fact that i have a big heavy beach ball attached to my belly!! Hehe!
We were thinking earlier that this is the last time im going to be back home without the baby. Next time i set foot in London im going to be a mummy. Its amazing!! Its still not sinking in 100%, we've only got 15 weeks left until we're officially parents.
We had a check up this morning and Lee heard the baby's heart beating for the first time, he was amazed!! He still cant get over it. Its so lovely sharing this with him, he makes me feel so special and i think that we're both so lucky to be able to share this with each other. I really cant wait to meet our tiny little person now!!!!!!!
Monday, August 21, 2006
Father Christmas is bringing me the best present ever!!!
Im back and i finally have some good news, Im 5 months pregnant!!
Im so happy!
The baby is due on 15th December (knowing my luck it'll be 10 days over due and i'll be screaming on Christmas Day!!) and i cant wait, im trying to forget that i actually have to go through all the labour crap, its easy blanking it if you dont read the books too much!!
The baby's kicking around loads now, its such a cool feeling!! Lee felt it kick for the first time yesterday and he was so excited. It gave him a proper boot in the hand!!
We dont know if it is a boy or a girl, Lee wont let me find out (party pooper!!) but i suppose it all adds to the fun of waiting for it.
Im so happy!
The baby is due on 15th December (knowing my luck it'll be 10 days over due and i'll be screaming on Christmas Day!!) and i cant wait, im trying to forget that i actually have to go through all the labour crap, its easy blanking it if you dont read the books too much!!
The baby's kicking around loads now, its such a cool feeling!! Lee felt it kick for the first time yesterday and he was so excited. It gave him a proper boot in the hand!!
We dont know if it is a boy or a girl, Lee wont let me find out (party pooper!!) but i suppose it all adds to the fun of waiting for it.
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